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Friends Only [October 01, 2016]

Friends Only




To Be Added:

(Please post the following)

1.) Who you are (especially if I should know you from somewhere; e.g. DoA, DeviantART)

2.) Why you want to be added


Yup, that's all :) Pretty simple. Don't need an essay, and it doesn't have to be a profound, nobel prize winning answer either, I'm just curious ^^;;;

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[March 09, 2007]
I'm moving journals again, sorry for the inconvinience. I often do this when I feel I'm reaching a new stage of life . . . or just that things have changed dramatically.

If you'd like to follow me, the new journal is at: [info]the_rue_morgue.
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[February 02, 2007]
There was a meme similar to this on my Flist before and I passed it by . . . .

Opened to all because not all of these people are on my friends list.



List fifteen things you want to say to people but know you never will. Don't say who they are. (And don't ask me which one you are, because I won't tell.)

1.) We never talk anymore, life has just gotten in the way. I had a crush on you once, briefly, so did Mauri I've found out more recently.

What I guess it comes down to is I miss you. And I feel sometimes that the years have just put too much distance to really ever cross.

I'll remember the golden summer with fondness.



2.) I've never known anyone quite like you. You confuse me and fascinate me at the same time. It's addicting.


3.) I worry about you. But I don't say these things because I know it will just make you feel irritated. I can only stand back and watch. And hope you know I'm here if you feel you need me.


4.) There are times I want to tell you to get over yourself. You aren't a child anymore. Nor are you the only one with your problems. You need to learn to think for yourself before you can find out what you want to do with your life.


5.) I don't really know what holds us together. I guess maybe the fact that there are no strings? . . . still I wish I knew more about you, I realized when I looked back that either I don't listen or you don't talk to me.

. . . and I don't know which it is.



6.) You aren't always right and I am not a child. Just because I'm different does not mean that I am inferior. I am not at all what you thought I was, and cannot be made to fit a mold you concieve.

And I think those are the things I dislike most about you. ♥



7.) Have you ever really seen me? Oh and, I'm never going to be hetero, kthxbai.


8.) Do you not realize that everything you do just drives me farther and farther away?


9.) I wish I could somehow show you how others see you. Or magically give you self-esteem. *hug* You are beautiful.

10.) You have a wonderful art style, and you keep improving. You are far too hard on yourself. I wish I drew with such an organic feel as you do.

11.) You always disturbed me, even though I think you may have been trying to flirt and impress. That's the real reason why I stopped talking to you. Despite all the positive characteristics and your giving nature, I couldn't get past the parts that disturbed and even scared me.

. . . I'm not sure I ever believed half your claims.


12.) I envy you a bit as a writer. I wish I had your ability to move through plotline, I just get stuck. You have a good balance, you don't write too much or too little. I look forward to seeing you improve.


13.) You disgust me and you always did. I'm fairly sure you'll never see this. You never knew the meaning of the word no and always walked all over me. Even now you still try to worm your way in.

I'll be glad if I never see you for the rest of my life.



14.) You need to learn to teach.


15.) I'm sorry.
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FYI [September 30, 2006]
[ mood | tired ]

Just a small FYI, nothing too much.

I'm going to try to spam doll stuff less here now and focus more on me and just me . . . . I've opened up a new community where I can ramble about BJD stuff that doesn't necessarily fit the photolog.


But yeah, on that note . . . these are various communities I've created that may or may not interest you.

[info]cmworks: Stories, writing, etc. for solo and collaborative work for [info]fantasymoon and I . . . doesn't get updated a lot yet, though ^^;;;

[info]keixmi: [info]draloreshimare and I have taken to slashing Keitaro and Mikoto (Satoru/Aneirin and Yasuo's sons) in an AU world in the future when they're older . . . we post ficbits and pics here :)

[info]kybjd: . . . technically co-founded this though I don't seem to do much with it anymore oops . . . . It was for people in KY or the KY area to plan stuff . . . . (I'm also apart of [info]ohio_bjd even though I did not found it)

[info]resin_idolator: Joking name still following the theme of my doll website . . . this is the rambling thing I was talking about when I started this entry.

[info]resindeities: The photolog for my BJD. I do sometimes, though not so often, post images here and no-where else. I hope to do more stuff for it in the future . . . .

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[September 29, 2006]
[ music | Don't Forget Me -- Way Out West ]

Out of curiosity . . . I'm thinking I might try to write down one of my boy's backstories . . . .


I've tried Satoru and Yukio's before and not gotten very far . . . but I might try it again . . . . And, as of like today, Tarot finally has a defined backstory . . . .


Poll #833411
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 5

Which of my boys would you most like to see a backstory for?

View Answers

Satoru
3 (60.0%)

Yukio/Yasuo
0 (0.0%)

Tarot
2 (40.0%)

Not really interested
0 (0.0%)

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[September 17, 2006]
Film/photo stuff done.

Spent 13 hours in darkroom (minus time to go eat).



My brain no workie right now.
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For My Own Sanity of Mind: [September 14, 2006]
Since this shit is hard to keep track of now X__x;;; Got more stuff added to the crap I have to have done for Tuesday . . . .


This weekend is gonna suck.

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[September 10, 2006]
Meme.


My Personality
Neuroticism
98
Extraversion
1
Openness To Experience
75
Agreeableness
1
Conscientiousness
6
Test Yourself Compare Yourself View Full Report

Bebo, MySpace Codes and MySpace Layouts by Pulseware Survey Software



This thing pegged me pretty well, actually . . . .
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[September 08, 2006]
[ mood | tired ]

Meme )


Mi-chan's head is drying now, should be all set for tomorrow . . . my report is half finished, no progress on the drawing, maybe I'll work on it a bit before going to bed.

So tired . . . .

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[September 08, 2006]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Sick Sad Little World -- Incubus ]

Hmm, busy today . . . .

     • An Internet-Research "Report" on the Kashmir Earthquake of 2005

If anyone is morbidly curious . . . I've posted what I have so far? )

     • Mikoto Repaint (he's drying after being cleaned, then I can coat him and start the airbrush layer)

     • Yuri Hyuga Fanart (Yeah, I'm a dork, I did an ink wash background for it last night, I need to ink the drawing in now, crosshatch it, and I think do a light watercolor overlay . . . with acrylic highlights)


(Can't do anything for the photo class till the tripod comes in . . . )

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[September 08, 2006]
My photography class is both stressing and depressing me.

*sigh*


Want to go to bed . . . .
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I WIN >D [September 07, 2006]
[ music | Shuichi's Theme -- Gravitation ]

Yes! I finally triumphed over the stupid sealant. One faceup down, one to go >D

(Pictures of the repainted Satoru on the doll photolog--[info]resindeities)



Didn't get many prints done though, I got kicked out of the darkroom by a photo class >__<;;;

I hope I can get them done by the end of class tomorrow . . . .

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[September 06, 2006]
I should come with a warning label:

"Should be supervised at all times."


Mmm, somehow managed to get 37 exposures out of a 36 exposure roll of film (they leave extra for you to cut off, I accidently took one more picture and somehow managed to *not* cut it off while in the complete blackness of the darkroom) . . . . I also managed to get chemicals everywhere last night developing film when I mismatched threads on the jar and they leaked . . . . I had to get someone to open it for me cause my hands weren't big enough to get a good grip. >__< I suck.



Have to go develop prints today. Joy.



*crossing fingers as to sealant mishaps as doll heads lay with paint drying* Gonna coat them to high hell when I get back . . . and they should be dry by *then*, cause it's gonna take me all day to make 21 prints -__-;;;

(21 prints + 2 contact sheets + probably about 21-42 test prints--see it's not my fault it'll take so long >_>;;;; )

. . . does make me wonder if I'm gonna run out of paper, though.
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[September 05, 2006]
doll rant )
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[September 05, 2006]
[ music | Otherworld -- FF X ]

Dude, WTF?! My doodles are channeling CLAMP X____________________X

Read more... )

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[September 05, 2006]
[ music | F-F-F-Falling -- The Rasmus ]

Whoa, I actually did something productive . . . .


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[September 04, 2006]
Eye Candy of the Night )


I'm trying to be productive with my sleep-less-ness and actually . . . you know . . . do something.

The elected something appears to be the sorely neglected idea of a personal art portfolio website thing-a-majig.




Woot.
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[September 02, 2006]
[ mood | INSOMNIAC X_X ]

rrrg . . . cannot sleep.


So I downloaded the latest version of Open Canvas to try it out. 'Cause I've been considering saving money for it for awhile . . . .


OMG, I forgot it was *possible* for me to paint digitally ;___; )

Open Canvas, gimme! *grabby hands* ;_______;

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Meme. [September 01, 2006]
Stole a meme from one of [info]hokuton_punch's friends . . . from a bit back in their journal.

Hey--I'm bored

Instructions: )
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[August 30, 2006]
Oh god, thank you ♥ *__*

The ibuprofin seems to be working . . . yes, my leg is no longer a source of pain every time I shift even a millimeter.


That said, I should probably try to sleep before the pills wear off . . . .
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